I'm still battling with some weird Achilles issues in both legs but general fitness is returning so hopefully I can manage my way through it and nothing snaps before I take a month off in November. After an hour of running it feels like the achilles tendon is warmed up and I get full range of movement, which I guess makes sense, meaning that I actually seem to improve the longer I run for.
As I type, I've got 2 months to go until my toughest ever period of running. 3 marathons in the space of 5 weeks! Budapest (29.09), Bucharest (13.10) and Porto (03.11) are coming up, hopefully I'll survive!
Lovely little city
Riga (no.22 of 28) was a tough race for me, the toughest one yet. I had real pain in both legs, a groin strain and the pleasure of running in yet another 28C race. Our Air B'N'B host winced when he told me it was going to be the hottest day of the year and he wasn't wrong!
Still, I enjoyed what I could of the race and got it done. It was very well supported, a nice varied route with a lot of little nice touches. Full race report here.
Ron Davis Biomarker
Real hope for patients came from the genius that is Ron Davis back in May. Ron and his team have developed a blood test that precisely identifies chronic fatigue syndrome.
"Now, Davis; Rahim Esfandyarpour, PhD, a former Stanford research associate; and their colleagues have devised a blood-based test that successfully identified participants in a study with chronic fatigue syndrome. The test, which is still in a pilot phase, is based on how a person’s immune cells respond to stress. With blood samples from 40 people — 20 with chronic fatigue syndrome and 20 without — the test yielded precise results, accurately flagging all chronic fatigue syndrome patients and none of the healthy individuals.
The man I believe is most likely to cure M.E.
Full article: click here
Whilst not a cure, it can be used to further understand the illness and silence any doubters that the M.E isn't a very real debillitating physical disease.
When I ran in Copenhagen last year I met Alexander Weng Petersen whose partner struggles with M.E. He very kindly offered to interview me and follow my race so he could put together a trailer explaining my challenge to help drive in sponsorship.
I'm so happy with it, he did an amazing job! Check it out for yourself....
Millions Missing Bristol
I went along to support the event in Bristol on College Green this year which was excellently well organised full of emotional speeches from ME patients and families with a few superb musical performances too.
It was great to meet so many lovely people and chat in the sunshine as well as talk to passers-by about M.E and the devastating effect it has and the purpose of the protest.
Invest In ME Conference
I couldn't make it this year to the conference which was a shame but I heard it was the biggest one yet with even more representatives from different countries around the world.
There in spirit!
IIME Conference #14 Videos
Natalie Price ME Video
I was really affected by the story of Natalie Price and her battle with M.E. Natalie was a keen runner but is now bed-bound with extreme tiredness, fatigue, headaches and sensitivity.
Please have a look at her story below and accompanying video through this link. I really hope she recovers and my thoughts are with her and her family. I'll be running for her in Budapest.
I forwarded my trailer to my local TV station and they put it on 4 times an hour for 24 hours which was really kind of them!
I didn't get chance to see it on TV and I'm told it was cut down a little but really appreciate them picking it up. Maybe it changed 1 person's view of M.E? If it did, I'll take that.
Truro Half Marathon (Sunday 15th September)
I've never run a race in my home county believe it or not. We'd booked a long weekend down in Cornwall to see friends and introduce Lucy to our favourite beaches and this race seemed to fit where we're staying and the training plan.
Looking forward to running in Kernow!
Meeting Peter Douben
Lucy photo-bombing as ever
Peter is doing really well with his running and hopes to add Berlin Marathon to his list so it was good to swap tips and chat to (the other) Peter about his experience with M.E.
Gunther, Els and the kind folks at Wake-Up Call Beweging have supported me since I ran Brussels Marathon in 2016. They sent me a fantastic donation of 725Euros as they scale back their operations to look after their health (both suffer from M.E).
A couple of my favourite Belgians
Plans for the next 3 months
I've got a massive month of running coming in August, probably my biggest yet (over 155 miles) to get ready for the next 3 marathons. It's all going to be hot and heavy so hopefully it'll pay off when it comes to those lovely cool Autumn tempts out there in Eastern Europe.
As well as Truro Half, I'm planning a 20 mile run on the Brighton coastline when I visit family which I'm looking forward to. If you're around on Sunday August 25th at 7-10am then come throw some water at me!
Off to the seaside
Harbour and trails, Bristol Summer running is awesome
After Porto in November, I'll only have 3 races left plus London which I really want to do again (as mentioned in previous blog). As usual it's a logistical nightmare but I'm close to confirming races for the final stretch of the challenge.
The problem - I'd love to do Berlin but there is a ballot to enter which is oversubscribed and extremely unlikely to get through. I wouldn't hear back until late November to hear whether I'd be successful. If it's a 'no' from Berlin, then my back-up race (Hamburg in April) could be too expensive to get to as flights will have been out for a while. So a decision on Germany needs to be made pretty soon. Munich was an option but it's likely to clash with Zagreb which is an essential immovable race for next year. If I choose Hamburg then I get to run with EU Marathon Completer and local Tim Teege who has become a good mate and it would be cool to hang out and see the city (my last trip there was on a boozy stag-do!).
Should I take my wellies?
Still with me? Yep sorry, it is a bit of a saga isn't it. Will confirm all soon.
Running and Positivity
I touched on mental health last time, just got a couple of other bits to say on the matter -this time from a slightly more positive (I hope) perspective.
I've been questioning my mental strength a lot this year and perhaps forgotten how I used to cope with big mileage, long runs and tough hot races. I'd lost my way a bit through all the injuries of the last few months and withdrawn myself from running groups and conversations about running as I no longer identified myself as a runner. Not being able to run had left me feeling flat, demotivated and frustrated but by writing up a big plan for the next 3 races, I feel like I'm climbing out of the pit.
The comeback has started!
So I've gone back to basics to fight off the negativity and demons that get into my head on the long runs. Here's some mental tricks that I've used in the past and will be dusting off again (don't laugh!):
- Intensity - I've been too passive on runs. I'm going to enjoy the fact I can run. I'm going to air-drum and sing more. I'm not bothered who can see or hear it haha.
- I run better when it becomes a war - I like to run angry to keep adrenaline up. I think about stuff that annoys me and channel it like I'm fighting an end of computer game boss (like Sephiroth in Final Fantasy VII).
- I'm lucky to run and represent millions who want to but can't.
- On a long straight road I never look at the horizon - eyes down, one step at a time, I'm making progress. Never look up a hill, follow the white lines and get it done.
- Get an hour into the run and breathing will sort itself and it'll get much easier.
- Run your own run, don't chase people.
- I'll never run my last step again - I'm one step nearer towards the finish.
- It's OK to feel pain and discomfort - But it's not going to stop me, I'm a slow train that can't be stopped by anything getting on the line.
- 26 miles is just 13 miles and back - bite the elephant one piece at a time.
- You'll miss the challenge immensely when it's all over. Enjoy it.
- I'm short and round, but 'stubborn bastard' is my superpower.
- Running in 30C now will mean running at 20C in Autumn will feel easy.
- I can do something that not many people can if I work hard.
- Ignore the demon in your brain that wants you to stop and walk. You're in control.
- Walking to a tune by a dead musician is desecrating their memory and can't be allowed.
- Uploading the run to Garmin is going to feel heroic later.
- It'll be over soon and you can get a shower and a pint.
Sweaty death-stare It's a long road, don't look too far ahead
Thanks for reading and following. I'm hoping I'll be ready for the mayhem that's going to follow but all the nice messages and donations keep me going and give many of my friends hope of a cure.
If you'd like to sponsor me you can do below!
Total Sponsorship Raised: £18070
Social Media Followers: 2368
Miles Covered: 156
Average Temp: 23C
Lessons Learned: It's possible to come back and even run through injury if managed properly.